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| why do you do what you do to me baby, |
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alright so i have been thinking alot about me moving and starting over and everything... and i really think it was the best thing that happend to me so far. i know i left all my friends and all that but... i met so many cool people over here there so different from MP kats. they dont judge you by what you wear or if your on the football team or anything like that... there jsut like hey im blah whats up i love it. im actually glad i got to move and experience something different its nice hanging out with your friends and knowing they actually care about you and are there for you. i love it. o and major plus.... the guys are hott. yea lol so im out ♥
anthony <3
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| boys like you are a dime a dozen ♥ |
[11 Sep 2004|10:53am] |
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hey everyone. WUDDUP?. nm hurrr just got out of the shower and im getting ready to go to this air force show there having in lancaster for september 11th...its pretty chill alot of ppl are gonna be there so its legit. thursday i went to lake la to tawnyas house to hangout with her amanda anthony kyle brad joe josh and a hole bunch of his friends it was cool we went to there house hung out till like 12 and then went back home to eat and sleep. yesterday we woke up at like 1 ate watched tv and then all took a shower... we waited for kyle and anthony to call us b/c they were gonna come over and chill with us. so we got ready ate and played poker... it was so funny i dont know how to play so i was jsut making up shti and going along with it man it was so funny. then the guys came over and we chilled in tawnyas room till 10 . then the guys decided they wanted to go to the cave... so were like alrite whatever we all pack into the car haha (6 in the back 3 in the front) we got to the mountain were suppose to climb to get to the cave and i was like shit man haha this is gonna be hard... i was in sandals and a skirt it was funny so we all hiked up there went in the cave and chilled it was cool except i fell like 4 times haha but anthony was holding my hand it was cute :) i was like awwwwwwwwwww shoot man, so then we went back to anthonys house and hung out there till 1 . he was like holding me and stuff it was so cute and we kissed :) o man i was happy. then we went to tawnyas house but left our sweatshirts and anthonys so we called kyle and told him to bring them... so him and anthony came and us four hung out outside until aobut 2:30 then we said our goodbyes and went inside. we got some food talked for a while and passed the fuck out. lol it was sucj a good night o man :) hopefully i can go back and hang out with him tonight or soon., well im gonna go watch pearl harbor peace out ♥
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| i wont forget all the ones that i love . . . ♥ |
[09 Sep 2004|12:09am] |
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ok so im really tired but i was watching music videos and saw the kelly clarkson ..breakaway video and i swear to god that the guy at the beg. in the car fighting with his sister looks so much like chris (exarcos sp) its out of control i couldnt stop laughing.... he has a twin wow well anyways i wanted to put this convo me and chad had tonight i found it funny but im tired so thats prob. why... if your bored read it.. ( funny convo with chad )
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| why do i love you. |
[08 Sep 2004|03:38pm] |
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ok im very happy... i finally got my mom to agree on letting me go on homestudy.. its cool becasue amanda and tawnya are also on it and you only have to go in once a week to turn in your packet and take a test.. my cousin has been doing it for a while now and they told her that she can graduate early since shes getting so ahead... i think thats awesome im gonna get alot of work done so i can graduate early too.. im so happy i dont have to go to hs now i can sleep in late and stay up late. this friday im going to tawnyas if shes not going camping.. well thats it im out to taco bell ♥
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| before scars heal, you must bleed |
[06 Sep 2004|05:08pm] |
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uhhh school tomorrow... not excited at all. i would be lieing if i said i wasnt scared. i am more then scared im terrified ... i dont want to start highschool with no friends. im scaresd to fall in love becasue every time i do i get hurt. i know no one im scared im goign to be a loaner freaking sitting on the grass by myself, im realyl shy when i dont know people and i think thats going to make things worse b/c im not all out going and crazy if i dont know you. i dopnt want to meet new people i was happy with my old friends i realized i do really care about them even if i get mad or upset at them i do ,miss everyone so much. i took so much for granted when i was at mhs and i know have to learn from my mistakes. i dont know what im going to do im frekaing out. and to top it all off im sick and feel like im dieing. o joy. the cool thing is that the school im going to was just built this year so no one has ever been in it yet and there only taking freshman and sophmores since half of the school is built and they still have a lot to do. im glad b/c we are going to be the big kids of the school and i wont have to worry about being uncomfortable around all the older kids. so thats kinda cool i guess.
on a happier note :) on friday i get to go hangout with anthony till sudnay im so happy yayay i like him alot. welll thats all im out ♥
wish me luck tomorrow i hope i meet some friends <333
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| so much for my happy ending </3 |
[05 Sep 2004|12:26am] |
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i saw amanda do this on her lj and was like dang i wanna do that lol im copying you mandurrs <3
i miss . . . ♥
* moorpark .. hard to believe
* my DFL
* my emo whore poor twin
* my stiney ftnfl bitch ass hoe
*my blonde twin
* my twin
* the BEET
* my NEWB
* dickhole hahaha <3
*my smoking brother
*bfflnb
*the male
*my masha fasha
* my budd
*my mexicanosis
* my SOX OR MUFFIN?
* fonda
* my hillbilly
* my summer schoolers
* the nublers
* my husband
*my russian
* my asian
* pat lol no nickname
* my " cousin"
* alot more but im to lazy to do it i miss you guys . . . <3
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damn the fair was so much fun, its really big its alot different then the ones in ventura county...theres people everywhere.i went with amanda and tawnya at like 7:30 we wanted to go at 4 or 5 but that didnt happen lol we lag. hahah :) well anyways so were all waiting in line to get in and this guys like damn why are your guys eyes so red.. haha ( we were smoking before we went) and my cousins like oo yea i have alergies and tawnyas like o i was crying .. and i was all thinking shit whats left.. and all of a sudden said.. yea i kept poking myself in the eyes a couple of times haha its was great. man im good. we met up with kyle, anthony, brad, joe, john, and a shit load of other ppl. we were just hanging out and going on rides it was fun. then tawnya and kyle wanted to go on the ferris wheel so me and anthony went along and it was just us and john and his girl for the rest of the night it was cute anthony won a scooby doo stuffed animal and gave it to me i was like awww shucks. lol it was nice :) man i was happy then we got picked up about 12: 40 or so b/c it closes at 1 and it was me, anthony, tawnya, kyle, amanda, leann, john, and his girl trying to fit into tawnyas car ( 5 seater) including her mom lol it was so tight. there was me tawnya kyle anthony john and his gf in the back seat, her mom amanda and leann in the front haha it looked like we were going to mexico... then we dropped off johns gf and we went to jack in the box. then we all went back to tawnyas house we got there about 2 and hung out in here room till 4 . went to sleep and woke up at 1 this afternoon. now im at home getting ready for school eww in 3 days :( tomorrow im going to hang with amanda tawnya kyle and anthony :) yay hes so sweet seriously like hes such a nice guy its great. well thats all ill update later.. damn this is long ♥
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| bye bye beautiful dont bother to write |
[03 Sep 2004|04:17pm] |
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ok so i finnaly went boxing today it was so much fun i kicked ass i jut went in there and started going crazy that shit is so legit. im def. doing that again soo my mom had to go to MP today to get my papers to switch school and i realized i could of went with her to stay up there for this weekend but i already have plans and i dont wanna just blow ppl off that would suck, hopefully i can come up anad visit soon. well im gonna go get ready for the fair ill update later. ♥
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haha ok so many ppl keep iming me like ..... why arent you at school youd be in my class lol its funny so far this would be my schedule at mhs.....
1st period _ history with andrew and kyle
2nd period_ bio with chelsea lol
3rd period _ dance with melinda and yuri ,idk who eles
6th period_ geometry with charlie, torey and vawn
idk 4 or 5th lol but if im suppose to be in your class let me know this is funny shit.
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| until the day i die, ill spill my heart for you. |
[02 Sep 2004|05:32pm] |
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alright so the last few days have been fun, i hung out with chelsea, tawnya, amanda, brad kyle anythony and all them. we hung out just chilled. i caleed stephanie yesterday at lunch and her and cassie and them were crying and i felt so bad.. there like im not gonna see you anymore ashley im so sad i miss you blah blah i felt so bad. i miss you guys. this is what my day consists of lol ill let you know.... wake up at about 12. ... smoke... take a shower,.. eat...go to brads... smoke... hangout be gay. lol its fun <3 tonight im going boxing im excited im gonna go crazy on some ppl. and tomorrow im goignt ot eh fair... bye <3
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| no you can call me later, and i dont want your number |
[29 Aug 2004|03:45pm] |
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ok so this weekned was good. i met this girl nextdoor shes nice shes going to the same highschool as me and were in the same grade, she said she would introduce me to some people so im happy i wont be a loner. we start school the 7th i think? or after im not wuite sure, w/e. umm friday was cool hungout with kyle, brad, amanda, and tawnya we went to the movies but didnt know what movie we were seeing or what time lol we just showed up and the only thing playing was the village hahaha it was the worst movie i ever seen in my life. i couldnt stop lauhging ... why would they let a blind girl go in the forest... didnt make sense lol o god it was dumb. then after it was like 12:00 and we went to the pool hall and played darts and pool, i suck at pool im ashamned of myself lol it was so embarassing. the fair is up here its really cool a shit load of people go i think im going toinhgt im noit sure though? hmm yea nothing really is new. i miss everyone . i have pictures from last night, went to this party and hungout so ill prob post them later? thhats all... wait! justine and jennna are in palmdale lol thats so exciting i need to see you gurls so we can hangout i love you 2. ♥
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| finally back. |
[23 Aug 2004|12:23pm] |
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wow i havent been on in forever i blew up my computer and im at my cousins rite now. thats why i havent been on in forever, i miss everyone and wanted to come up and visit but thought it would be better if i didnt b/c its to hard for me to say goodbye im gonna wait a while and then ill visit everyone. well anyways im doing pretty good, moved into the new house its really nice, met a few people from my cousin and been hanging with them alot. mmmmm I have the worst hangover in the world, im never drinking again -_- i took 11 shots of vodka b/c i didnt feel it lol man im dumb. whatever im over it. im still scared to start school i dont want to have to meet new people. i hope everyone in MP is doing good. i met a guy andrew hes really coool, maybe things will get better with us well thats all for me im gonna go hangout with him. peace out. ill update when i can,
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| </3 |
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im moving saturday to palmdale.. i guess its better then chicago but its still about an hour away . my mom wont let me go to mhs next year. im so sad im gonna miss everyone so much ♥ hopefully i can hangout with as many ppl as i can before school starts. dont forget me i cant stop crying im gonna miss MP even tho. it sucks i love you guys ♥♥♥♥♥♥
thanks for eveything im gonna miss you guys so much.
i realized how many things i took for granted and now there gone
im going to the MP movies tomorrow at 7:30 to see aVp so go there so we can hangout or let me know if you wanna chill before <3
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| time to fly ♥ |
[11 Aug 2004|04:28pm] |
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i was reading my horoscope thing and look.....
You could be holding onto feelings from the past now, and although it will work out for you in the long run, there is the trap of doing what you've already done. Some people think we repeat things until we learn the lesson. The universe is giving you a chance to learn something new -- and therefore move into new territory. If you don't remain open to change, you'll just repeat your past one more time. makes sense... i think yes for once.
then i saw more junk about pisces so hurr it is ( ... )
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